Addicted to Loneliness (孤獨是會上癮的)

Kenji Wu (吳克群)
吴克群-孤独是会上瘾的
wú kè qún - gū dú shì huì shàng yǐn de
Loneliness is addictive.
烟 咖啡 酒 孤单的
yān kā fēi jiǔ gū dān de
Cigarettes, coffee, alcohol, and solitude.
我又失眠一整夜
wǒ yòu shī mián yī zhěng yè
I can't sleep through the whole night again.
围著寂寞在绕圈圈
wéi zhù jì mò zài rào quān quān
Surrounded by loneliness, going in circles.
烟 泡面 茶 这一切
yān pào miàn chá zhè yī qiè
Cigarettes, instant noodles, tea—these all.
陪我渡过一整天
péi wǒ dù guò yī zhěng tiān
Accompanying me through the whole day.
弥留在晦暗的世界
mí liú zài huì àn de shì jiè
Lingering in a dark world.
尝尽孤独一万遍
cháng jǐn gū dú yī wàn biàn
Tasting loneliness a thousand times.
从你离开那天
cóng nǐ lí kāi nà tiān
Since the day you left.
开始眷恋这余味
kāi shǐ juàn liàn zhè yú wèi
I started to yearn for this aftertaste.
孤独是会上瘾的
gū dú shì huì shàng yǐn de
Loneliness is addictive.
我当初不晓得
wǒ dāng chū bù xiǎo de
I didn't know at first.
你离开后
nǐ lí kāi hòu
After you left.
瘾却越掘越深
yǐn què yuè jué yuè shēn
The cravings only deepen.
孤独是会蔓延的
gū dú shì huì màn yán de
Loneliness is spreading.
深夜里的病症
shēn yè lǐ de bìng zhèng
A condition in the dead of night.
无法负荷
wú fǎ fù hè
Can't bear it.
却还附和
què hái fù hè
Yet still agreeing.
烟 咖啡 酒 想安眠
yān kā fēi jiǔ xiǎng ān mián
Cigarettes, coffee, alcohol—wanting to sleep.
却让夜更不成眠
què ràng yè gèng bù chéng mián
Yet making the night even harder to sleep.
枯等黎明的百忧解
kū děng lí míng de bǎi yōu jiě
Waiting dryly for dawn's relief.
尝尽孤独一万遍
cháng jǐn gū dú yī wàn biàn
Tasting loneliness a thousand times.
明知这样不对
míng zhī zhè yàng bú duì
Knowing this isn't right.
却再也不想人陪
què zài yě bù xiǎng rén péi
Yet I no longer want anyone to accompany me.
孤独是会上瘾的
gū dú shì huì shàng yǐn de
Loneliness is addictive.
我当初不晓得
wǒ dāng chū bù xiǎo de
I didn't know at first.
你离开后
nǐ lí kāi hòu
After you left.
瘾却越掘越深
yǐn què yuè jué yuè shēn
The cravings only deepen.
孤独是会蔓延的
gū dú shì huì màn yán de
Loneliness is spreading.
深夜里的病症
shēn yè lǐ de bìng zhèng
A condition in the dead of night.
无法负荷
wú fǎ fù hè
Can't bear it.
却还附和
què hái fù hè
Yet still agreeing.
孤独是会上瘾的
gū dú shì huì shàng yǐn de
Loneliness is addictive.
就算我不承认
jiù suàn wǒ bù chéng rèn
Even if I don't admit it.
你离开后
nǐ lí kāi hòu
After you left.
心就开始沉沦
xīn jiù kāi shǐ chén lún
My heart begins to sink.
孤独是会蔓延的
gū dú shì huì màn yán de
Loneliness is spreading.
身为重症患者
shēn wèi zhòng zhèng huàn zhě
As a serious patient.
才知孤独
cái zhī gū dú
Only then do I know that loneliness.
是相爱的余温
shì xiāng ài de yú wēn
Is the warmth left from love.
既然走不出
jì rán zǒu bù chū
Since I can't escape.
就让我再逗留 片刻
jiù ràng wǒ zài dòu liú piàn kè
Let me linger a moment longer.