Can Ren Gao Bie Shi (殘忍告別式)

The long night is deep, messages cling to me like evil spirits.

I hope you are close with someone else.

Devouring my heart while tears run wild.

But you silently get up and turn off the lights.

I know you are fickle.

The melted love exists, making you weary.

In fact, you were already tired of it.

Who made me hold onto you, making you drift further away?

The closer I get, the more indifferent you become.

Love has long been extinguished, leaving this heartache banquet.

I can't wash away the dust in my eyes; long-term tears keep rolling.

I can't bear to expose this person, admitting I'm not skilled enough.

Perhaps in a past life, I was deeply indebted to you.

I hope one day I can awaken, being reborn from the rubble, excited for myself.

Who has enough confidence to believe that one can thrive in desperate times?

There's no happiness in forced love; please let it go.

I always look up to you, willfully defending you.

Having lost myself, the price is high.

I have eradicated myself to fulfill you; I should have seen through this fate.

I can't wash away the dust in my eyes; long-term tears keep rolling.

I can't bear to expose this person, admitting I'm not skilled enough.

Exchanging my innocence for your cruelty.

There's no way to wake someone who pretends to be asleep, trapped with eyes closed.

Can't wait for the promised travels; no word on the commitments.

Can't hold onto a lover who has changed; I never had the talent.

No point wasting time when love is left with responsibilities.

Wave goodbye and turn away, don't linger too much on the disappearing footprints.

Releasing yourself brings freedom; losing is having.

When we part, you won't regret it.

Please wash away the dust in your eyes and reserve some energy to love others.

Please let this person go with your own hands; after the show, please turn on the lights.

Live my life, just bravely escape.

Letting go of past obsessions, scars turn into shade in the coming years.

Unable to wait for the promised journey, still able to find happiness on my own.

Unable to hold tightly to a lover who has changed, who is fortunate in love?

Stitching together my heart, it's foolish not to love myself.

Wave goodbye and turn away, don't crave pity, it's time to make an effort from today.

Letting go of your hand, binding my heart again, sealing it for you.