Not Encouraging Until... (不是那種勵志歌)

If I had known from the start, discussing feelings would be so shallow.

Pretending not to know, yet continuously entangled.

I've gotten used to playing childish roles with you every time.

I want to end this, can we finish all the wrongs?

It's quite shameful when did this extortion of me start?

Stuck in a repetitive dilemma, there’s no white knight.

You force me, I comply without dispute.

In everything, I consider your reputation in front of others.

When I've had enough and can’t endure anymore, I will leave.

This is where our fate ends.

Let's regain our sanity and start over once more.

It's still hard to find a common frequency.

It took several back and forths to understand it can't happen.

It's easy for me to forget, so currently,

Let’s ignore regret, being ruthless when in danger.

How can you get numb and let things go without will?

I need to remove all the thorns and save myself.

Thanks to you, I’ve felt pain countless times; escaping can also be motivating.

I also feel ashamed; conforming to you feels irrational.

No longer can I allow you to consume my mind.

Back then, I was bound and threatened.

Now let me face this properly, ooh.

Let's regain our sanity and start over once more.

It's still hard to find a common frequency.

It took several back and forths to understand it can't happen.

It's easy for me to forget, so currently,

Let's ignore regret; be ruthless when in danger.

How can you get numb and let things go without will?

I need to remove all the thorns and save myself.

Thanks to you, I’ve felt pain countless times; escaping can also be motivating.

Ha, whoo-ooh.

I'm completely aware of the situation; consider it experience.

Let's regain our sanity and start over once more.

It's still hard to find a common frequency.

It's pointless to try again with no way to change your heart.

I hope I can grow once, as the manipulation stops.

Completely set aside, let’s execute it ruthlessly.

If it's just about being afraid, find your will again.

Removing all the thorns isn’t too late, whoo.

With you recklessly facing me, the pain keeps coming, allowing me to evolve once more.

This ending should be quite inspirational.