崇拜

Chong Bai

你的姿态 你的青睐
nǐ de zī tài nǐ de qīng lài
Your posture, your favor
我存在在你的存在
wǒ cún zài zài nǐ de cún zài
I exist in your existence
你以为爱 就是被爱
nǐ yǐ wéi ài jiù shì bèi ài
You think love is just being loved
你挥霍了我的崇拜
nǐ huī huò le wǒ de chóng bài
You squandered my worship
我活了 我爱了 我都不管了
wǒ huó le wǒ ài le wǒ dōu bù guǎn le
I lived, I loved, I don't care anymore
心爱到疯了 恨到算了就好了
xīn ài dào fēng le hèn dào suàn le jiù hǎo le
Loved to madness, hated enough to let go
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
kě néng de kě yǐ de zhēn de kě xī le
Possible, feasible, truly regrettable
幸福好不容易 怎么你却不敢了呢
xìng fú hǎo bù róng yì zěn me nǐ què bù gǎn le ne
Happiness is hard to come by, why are you afraid?
我还以为我们能 不同于别人
wǒ hái yǐ wéi wǒ men néng bù tóng yú bié rén
I thought we could be different from others
我还以为不可能的 不会不可能
wǒ hái yǐ wéi bù kě néng de bú huì bù kě néng
I thought the impossible wouldn't be impossible
你的姿态 你的青睐
nǐ de zī tài nǐ de qīng lài
Your posture, your favor
我存在在你的存在
wǒ cún zài zài nǐ de cún zài
I exist in your existence
你以为爱 就是被爱
nǐ yǐ wéi ài jiù shì bèi ài
You think love is just being loved
你挥霍了我的崇拜
nǐ huī huò le wǒ de chóng bài
You squandered my worship
我活了 我爱了 我都不管了
wǒ huó le wǒ ài le wǒ dōu bù guǎn le
I lived, I loved, I don't care anymore
心爱到疯了 恨到算了就好了
xīn ài dào fēng le hèn dào suàn le jiù hǎo le
Loved to madness, hated enough to let go
可能的 可以的 真的可惜了
kě néng de kě yǐ de zhēn de kě xī le
Possible, feasible, truly regrettable
幸福好不容易 怎么你却不敢了呢
xìng fú hǎo bù róng yì zěn me nǐ què bù gǎn le ne
Happiness is hard to come by, why are you afraid?
我还以为我们能 不同于别人
wǒ hái yǐ wéi wǒ men néng bù tóng yú bié rén
I thought we could be different from others
我还以为不可能的 不会不可能
wǒ hái yǐ wéi bù kě néng de bú huì bù kě néng
I thought the impossible wouldn't be impossible
你的姿态 你的青睐
nǐ de zī tài nǐ de qīng lài
Your posture, your favor
我存在在你的存在
wǒ cún zài zài nǐ de cún zài
I exist in your existence
你以为爱 就是被爱
nǐ yǐ wéi ài jiù shì bèi ài
You think love is just being loved
你挥霍了我的崇拜
nǐ huī huò le wǒ de chóng bài
You squandered my worship
风筝有风
fēng zhēng yǒu fēng
Kites have the wind
海豚有海
hǎi tún yǒu hǎi
Dolphins have the sea
我存在在我的存在
wǒ cún zài zài wǒ de cún zài
I exist in my own existence
所以明白 所以离开
suǒ yǐ míng bái suǒ yǐ lí kāi
So I understand, so I leave
所以不再为爱而爱
suǒ yǐ bù zài wèi ài ér ài
So I no longer love for the sake of love
自己存在在你之外
zì jǐ cún zài zài nǐ zhī wài
I exist outside of you

Mandarin learning guide

Learn with《崇拜》

This guide follows the song’s movement from intense dependence and admiration toward separation and self-definition. The lyrics use repeated phrases and contrasts to show how the speaker rethinks love and existence.

repetition and contrast, emotion through concise phrases, existential and relational vocabulary

What to listen for

The lyrics begin with a strong focus on the other person’s presence and favor, then move through regret, disappointment, and a reconsideration of what love means. In the later lines, the song shifts from "我存在在你的存在" to "我存在在我的存在" and finally "自己存在在你之外," creating a clear lyrical movement from dependence to separation using simple but layered Mandarin phrasing.

  • Recognize how repeated lines create emphasis and emotional movement.
  • Understand key expressions for admiration, regret, and letting go.
  • Read and interpret contrastive structures such as 你...我..., so..., and 不再...

How the song moves

Opening admiration

The lyrics begin by naming the other person’s "姿态" and "青睐," then link the speaker’s existence to that person’s existence.

Regret and emotional overload

The middle section turns to lines about being used up, loving intensely, and realizing that the expected happiness did not arrive.

Reframing and separation

The ending uses short reflective clauses and then shifts to "我存在在我的存在" and "自己存在在你之外," marking a move away from dependence.

Translation choices

我存在在你的存在

wǒ cún zài zài nǐ de cún zài

Natural English
I exist within your existence.
Why
This keeps the unusual repetition of "存在" while sounding natural in English. "Within" preserves the relational, embedded feel better than a more literal but awkward wording.

你挥霍了我的崇拜

nǐ huī huò le wǒ de chóng bài

Natural English
You squandered my admiration.
Why
"挥霍" suggests using something carelessly or wastefully, so "squandered" fits well. "Admiration" is closer to the lyric’s devotion-like meaning than a plain "worship" in everyday English.

所以不再为爱而爱

suǒ yǐ bù zài wèi ài ér ài

Natural English
So I no longer love just for love’s sake.
Why
This rendering preserves the repeated structure of "为了爱而爱" and the change created by "不再." It keeps the reflective tone without overexplaining the line.

Useful Mandarin from the song

存在cún zàiexistence; to exist

This word can be a noun or a verb in Chinese. In the lyric, repeating it creates a deep sense of identity tied to another person.

他的存在很重要。tā de cún zài hěn zhòng yào。His presence is important.
挥霍huī huòto squander; to waste carelessly

Used with money, time, feelings, or opportunities. Here it describes treating the speaker’s admiration carelessly.

不要挥霍时间。bú yào huī huò shí jiān。Don’t waste time.
所以suǒ yǐso; therefore

This connector shows result or conclusion. In the lyric it links understanding to leaving.

太晚了,所以我先走。tài wǎn le, suǒ yǐ wǒ xiān zǒu。It’s late, so I’ll go first.
不再bù zàino longer; not anymore

This phrase marks a clear change from a previous state or habit. It is useful for expressing a shift in behavior or feeling.

我不再等了。wǒ bù zài děng le。I’m not waiting anymore.

Listen closely

  • Listen for the repeated lines; they return several times and help divide the song into emotional sections.
  • Notice how short phrases like "所以" and "不再" signal a turn in the speaker’s thinking.
  • Pay attention to the contrast between being linked to another person and later being placed "之外" or outside that person.

Check your understanding

  1. Which lyric line shows the speaker moving toward independence from the other person?

    Show answer

    "自己存在在你之外"

  2. What does "不再" communicate in this song?

    Show answer

    It means the speaker no longer continues the old attitude or behavior.

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